First, I want to bring up the whole puss-out issue because it truly sets the stage for how twisted this schmuck is. This person had the time to sit down and spew out over a thousand words of social flag-waving pseudo-media-intellectual bullshit but then asked me not to publish it because it was not his opinion but more a stream of consciousness.... Read More
Today was my last official day without Ryan home. Thank gosh! Not that I need someone to entertain me non-stop or anything like that, but being alone all night, every night after school, specifically around meal times, has been starting to get difficult.
Maybe it isnt so much the meals, actually, but the desire to (over) exercise has been... Read More
Its physically tough typing this. Im writing on a shaky train from Hallsberg to Enkoping. After this well board a bus back to Uppsala. Ive come to separate these holiday travel days from anything resembling comfort. The old saying getting there is half the fun is absolutely true. On the way down to Motala we rode in backseat comfort,... Read More
I went to try and give blood this afternoon, but was deferred due to a mosquito bite on my arm vein. The lady asking me the is your blood good enough for us questions saw it, then looked at my other arm, and decided she needed to consult with someone else to see if they could do it today. I was paranoid that they think Im shooting up, since it is a weird looking... Read More
I finally sucked up my pride (which is quite easy now because so little remains, and what does exist is small and crusty and not at all admirable) and called to set up an appointment with my old psychiatrist today. So Im sulking. Yes, I KNOW I take two different anti-depressants a day and... Read More